The Full Moon Love Story

I don't think much of Full Moon before.
Whenever I see one, I just glanced at it and admired it's beauty.

Then... you came in a different light
that caused me to see you in a different way.
I was captured by your unique beauty and your determination
         to show your brightness.

I started to appreciate you more and more as months passed by.
I always look forward for another chance to see you again.

I almost gave up.
Gave up my dream of touching you.
But I held on... and I decided to wait for you.

And one night, on the eve of my birthday,

  and during one of your brightest time

You shone your light on me and finally told me

        that you love me.

You held me in your arms.

I couldn't believe it but there you are.

Beaming your sweetest smile at me.

    Intended just for me.

Holding both my hands, placing it at your heart.

You professed your love and promised that you will

         shine you light for me.

Just for me.

I enjoyed out times together.

Sometimes even if it means waiting month after month,

                  to see you at your fullest.

But I held on because I know  even if I didn't see you
         at your fullest form
I know that you're still there. Waiting for me too.

Just then, unexpectedly we need to part ways
I don't want to let go but I don't
           have any choice but to do so.

Years passed... but my love for you keeps going strong.

It still doesn't change.

I still longs to be with you again.

To have you back in my arms.

To feel your touch once again.

I waited.

Prayed. Hoped.

Held on to the promise that we will be together once again.

But after 3 years on your 7th month...
    you said goodbye.


 Goodbye... Goodbye...
You have found somebody else.
Someone, whom, you decided to let your light       shine on her more brighter than you did with mine.

I want to tell you not to go.

I want to ask you to stay.

If you don't want to shine on us, to show your

          brightness anymore

I am more than willing to do everything I can

   to shed light on my own for us.

But once again, I don't have any choice.
But to let you go... once again.

Ironic just what you've said.
We started out our love during one of your
            brightest nights.
And we ended it with the same.

I love you. I still do. And I always will.

  
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written on 10th of July 2009
11:46pm

Unforgettable

It's nice to reminisce the memories that made you smile and
marked as one of unforgettable moments of your life.
On the other hand, it's hard to let go of that
person you shared it with, made you smile and
made it one one of your unforgettable time
in your life.

You yearn for it to happen once more.
To be with that person again.

But what if that person decided to leave it all behind?
Chose not to think of it anymore? Much more, want
           to forget it?

Do promises always made to be broken?
Is there good in goodbyes?

How can you forget those times? Erase those memories?
Wipe away the smiles?

Much more, how can you forget that person whom you spend
those memories with?

Can you say... really say goodbye to that person you

gave your heart to?

Waiting for you to say

The sky is dark with no stars in sight.

Despite of it, you shine through the night.

Displaying yourself brightly, that cause me to look at you.

Admiring your beauty and longs to touch you.

But I can't hold you. Not even the tip of your finger.

All I have to do is to pray that you linger.

Even just for awhile or maybe an hour.

For I had fallen  in love with you, and falling even more.

I have love you you not because of your beauty,

but even in your imperfections I accepted you dearly.

Morning will come and I have to welcome it,

   even if it means to wait till we meet again.

Even if you change your look, I'll be right here

   waiting patiently with a book.

I'm just here loving you.

Praying that in perfect time I'm allowed

             to hold you.

And wait for the day,

I can finally hear you say,

"Don't cry, for now you are mine.

 I love you and glad that I've

        finally found you."

>> composed on 3rd of April 2007<<

Beach at Bohol

As I came, the water was calm. Peaceful. Soothing to the soul.
I watched with my heart and mind at peace.
I tread the water with a rhythm of a slow dance.
Floating in it as though I'm in a bed with
sweet soft petals of red roses.

I closed my eyes and for a fleeting moment, I let myself
be swayed by waves of emotion that came crashing over me.

>> composed during my visit  at Bohol on October 10, 2007 9:45AM<<

Coffee Sentiments

I never like coffee that much before. Not much that is.

When I was young I used to have coffee just to dipped in my "pandesal" but never drank it. I remember that I didn't take any coffee after my 2nd grade.

It was on my 3rd year college when I began to drink coffee again, to be able to cope up with my school works. Got worse when I reach my 4th year. I only drank just to keep up for my late night study sessions and thesis.

Then it had stopped. I didn't  have to take it during my working days.

But then I met him.

(to be continued....)

>> I've been meaning to continue this but wasn't able to.. guess it just have to be this way... composed on November 5, 2008, 1:50AM<<

The first two new posts are my early works... written during one of my loneliest times... and for the next few posts you will continue to read my other works...

July 17, 2008

7th Full Moon of this year. And though there's no stars,
Still, you shines thru the night. Calling my attention
until I am drawn to you. Drawn to your beauty.
Captivated by it and of the memories it held of
you and me.

I long to touch you. To be where you are.
But I can't. And each time I often ask why
do you have to be far away from me.
But I must endure...

>>unrevised composition<<   July 17, 2008, 11:41PM

>> I'm not a writer but I want to write.... been trying my best so please bear with me

Once Again

It's Full Moon once again. The 5th of this year.
And once again, I feel this aching in my heart.
It is during this time when I feel the intensity of the pain.
A pain out of want and need.

I want to hold you. The need to be with you again.
Would I be in your arms for real once again?
Or will it be just a dream as I drifted off
to sleep night after night?

I'm missing you...

>> one of my compositions made on May 19, 2008 , 11:27PM

>> I'm not a writer but i want to and I've been trying my best to do it right.. so please bear with me

another year...

it's been a year since i last had my entry here...

so much had happened... so much had change...

some of it hurts but the other side of it happiness..

there are things that u have to let go.. not because you want to but you have to. you don't know understand it at first but little by little.. u have come to understand that its all for the better.

i have a great new year... with people who become a big part of me...

its true.. nothing is constant but change....

Found you...

Finally found my this blog.... and i finally had access to it once again...

And i was able to upgrade the layout....

will begin to update this blog once again...