Waiting for you to say

The sky is dark with no stars in sight.

Despite of it, you shine through the night.

Displaying yourself brightly, that cause me to look at you.

Admiring your beauty and longs to touch you.

But I can't hold you. Not even the tip of your finger.

All I have to do is to pray that you linger.

Even just for awhile or maybe an hour.

For I had fallen  in love with you, and falling even more.

I have love you you not because of your beauty,

but even in your imperfections I accepted you dearly.

Morning will come and I have to welcome it,

   even if it means to wait till we meet again.

Even if you change your look, I'll be right here

   waiting patiently with a book.

I'm just here loving you.

Praying that in perfect time I'm allowed

             to hold you.

And wait for the day,

I can finally hear you say,

"Don't cry, for now you are mine.

 I love you and glad that I've

        finally found you."

>> composed on 3rd of April 2007<<

Beach at Bohol

As I came, the water was calm. Peaceful. Soothing to the soul.
I watched with my heart and mind at peace.
I tread the water with a rhythm of a slow dance.
Floating in it as though I'm in a bed with
sweet soft petals of red roses.

I closed my eyes and for a fleeting moment, I let myself
be swayed by waves of emotion that came crashing over me.

>> composed during my visit  at Bohol on October 10, 2007 9:45AM<<

Coffee Sentiments

I never like coffee that much before. Not much that is.

When I was young I used to have coffee just to dipped in my "pandesal" but never drank it. I remember that I didn't take any coffee after my 2nd grade.

It was on my 3rd year college when I began to drink coffee again, to be able to cope up with my school works. Got worse when I reach my 4th year. I only drank just to keep up for my late night study sessions and thesis.

Then it had stopped. I didn't  have to take it during my working days.

But then I met him.

(to be continued....)

>> I've been meaning to continue this but wasn't able to.. guess it just have to be this way... composed on November 5, 2008, 1:50AM<<

The first two new posts are my early works... written during one of my loneliest times... and for the next few posts you will continue to read my other works...

July 17, 2008

7th Full Moon of this year. And though there's no stars,
Still, you shines thru the night. Calling my attention
until I am drawn to you. Drawn to your beauty.
Captivated by it and of the memories it held of
you and me.

I long to touch you. To be where you are.
But I can't. And each time I often ask why
do you have to be far away from me.
But I must endure...

>>unrevised composition<<   July 17, 2008, 11:41PM

>> I'm not a writer but I want to write.... been trying my best so please bear with me

Once Again

It's Full Moon once again. The 5th of this year.
And once again, I feel this aching in my heart.
It is during this time when I feel the intensity of the pain.
A pain out of want and need.

I want to hold you. The need to be with you again.
Would I be in your arms for real once again?
Or will it be just a dream as I drifted off
to sleep night after night?

I'm missing you...

>> one of my compositions made on May 19, 2008 , 11:27PM

>> I'm not a writer but i want to and I've been trying my best to do it right.. so please bear with me

another year...

it's been a year since i last had my entry here...

so much had happened... so much had change...

some of it hurts but the other side of it happiness..

there are things that u have to let go.. not because you want to but you have to. you don't know understand it at first but little by little.. u have come to understand that its all for the better.

i have a great new year... with people who become a big part of me...

its true.. nothing is constant but change....

Found you...

Finally found my this blog.... and i finally had access to it once again...

And i was able to upgrade the layout....

will begin to update this blog once again...