The Full Moon Love Story

I don't think much of Full Moon before.
Whenever I see one, I just glanced at it and admired it's beauty.

Then... you came in a different light
that caused me to see you in a different way.
I was captured by your unique beauty and your determination
         to show your brightness.

I started to appreciate you more and more as months passed by.
I always look forward for another chance to see you again.

I almost gave up.
Gave up my dream of touching you.
But I held on... and I decided to wait for you.

And one night, on the eve of my birthday,

  and during one of your brightest time

You shone your light on me and finally told me

        that you love me.

You held me in your arms.

I couldn't believe it but there you are.

Beaming your sweetest smile at me.

    Intended just for me.

Holding both my hands, placing it at your heart.

You professed your love and promised that you will

         shine you light for me.

Just for me.

I enjoyed out times together.

Sometimes even if it means waiting month after month,

                  to see you at your fullest.

But I held on because I know  even if I didn't see you
         at your fullest form
I know that you're still there. Waiting for me too.

Just then, unexpectedly we need to part ways
I don't want to let go but I don't
           have any choice but to do so.

Years passed... but my love for you keeps going strong.

It still doesn't change.

I still longs to be with you again.

To have you back in my arms.

To feel your touch once again.

I waited.

Prayed. Hoped.

Held on to the promise that we will be together once again.

But after 3 years on your 7th month...
    you said goodbye.


 Goodbye... Goodbye...
You have found somebody else.
Someone, whom, you decided to let your light       shine on her more brighter than you did with mine.

I want to tell you not to go.

I want to ask you to stay.

If you don't want to shine on us, to show your

          brightness anymore

I am more than willing to do everything I can

   to shed light on my own for us.

But once again, I don't have any choice.
But to let you go... once again.

Ironic just what you've said.
We started out our love during one of your
            brightest nights.
And we ended it with the same.

I love you. I still do. And I always will.

  
<8th 2009="2009" fullmoon="fullmoon" of="of">
written on 10th of July 2009
11:46pm

Unforgettable

It's nice to reminisce the memories that made you smile and
marked as one of unforgettable moments of your life.
On the other hand, it's hard to let go of that
person you shared it with, made you smile and
made it one one of your unforgettable time
in your life.

You yearn for it to happen once more.
To be with that person again.

But what if that person decided to leave it all behind?
Chose not to think of it anymore? Much more, want
           to forget it?

Do promises always made to be broken?
Is there good in goodbyes?

How can you forget those times? Erase those memories?
Wipe away the smiles?

Much more, how can you forget that person whom you spend
those memories with?

Can you say... really say goodbye to that person you

gave your heart to?